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“Letter with No Translation”
(Düsseldorf, between seasons)
You asked what I remember most.
It’s never the obvious.
Not the first touch.
Not the sighs.
It’s the moment — just before — when silence became a third body in the room.
I inhabit myself differently than most women are taught.
Not because I’ve been trained otherwise,
but because I unlearned everything that was meant to keep me smaller than my skin.
My breasts — they fall left first. Always.
My ass is heavy in the way cities are: layered, lived-in, unrepentant.
There is a scar behind my right knee from a childhood fall I never confessed.
You’ll find it if you kneel long enough.
My skin carries scent like memory: bergamot, tobacco leaf, trace iron from the rings I wear too long.
There is no symmetry in me.
Only rhythm.
You’d hear it, if you stood close enough.
The way my breath interrupts itself.
The low register of my voice —
not sultry, not sweet —
just deliberately unhurried.
In Düsseldorf, I don’t go where I’m expected.
I disappear into what the city forgets to name.
The alley near Kunsthalle where the lights flicker even when it’s dry.
The hotel bar in Oberkassel where the pianist plays songs nobody requests.
The side entrance to a rooftop that isn’t listed,
but the wind knows it.
We wouldn’t speak much.
I’d listen to how you don’t know how to rest.
And you’d feel, for the first time in too long, that being watched isn’t always threat.
Sometimes, it’s devotion.
Later —
the door would close behind us like breath exhaled.
And I would begin to undo. Not for you. For gravity.
This isn’t a striptease show.
This is a return.
Not an offering. Not even an act.
A re-entry.
My clothes fall like pages.
And when I touch you —
it won’t be to excite.
It will be to listen.
Through skin, through muscle.
Until I find the part of you even you forgot how to name.
You may call it an erotic massage.
They might list it under escort Düsseldorf.
But I do not move like a service.
I move like a woman who remembers her body as language,
and offers it only when silence is worthy.
This isn’t a proposition.
I’m not writing to be chosen.
I’m writing because something in me has already said yes.
And something in you — despite yourself — has already answered.
Don’t reply.
Not yet.
Let the space between us do the talking first.


